Some people...

...some people really get on my nerves. some people love being mean and see people fall and get hurt. they simply love it cuz perhaps they are big bullies or maybe...they are feeling bitter inside and love seeing others in pain. why? i don't think i can answer that. but maybe, it makes them feel better...like they aren't the only ones hurting, perhaps they want others to feel that way simply cuz they are angry or juz plain mean. i know someone like that, someone who loved doing that and every time that person did it, the longing to hurt people became worse and worse until someday, this person is simply gonna lose her humanity. humanity is something everyone was born with, a gift that only humans have. and we were given an option, either to accept it or reject it and become an animal. many people out there do not treasure it, and perhaps that is the reson why there is so much pain and sorrow in this world. the person i mentioned earlier was a good friend of mine, and she had hurt me alot, and the pain she caused me is going to leave an eternal scar on my life. you may think i hate her and really really want to kill her and damn her to the deepest pit in hell where she belongs but i tell you the truth, i dont hate her anymore. sure, i used to hate her and question even her very birth and existence on this planet, but then i realized that i too have hurt alot of people and i am really sorry for that and i hope that you will forgive me. and to the person, you know who you are, im sorry that you had so much pain and sorrow in your life. try smiling a little and the world won't be as bad as you once thought. believe me, i've tried it =)