Some people...

...some people really get on my nerves. some people love being mean and see people fall and get hurt. they simply love it cuz perhaps they are big bullies or maybe...they are feeling bitter inside and love seeing others in pain. why? i don't think i can answer that. but maybe, it makes them feel better...like they aren't the only ones hurting, perhaps they want others to feel that way simply cuz they are angry or juz plain mean. i know someone like that, someone who loved doing that and every time that person did it, the longing to hurt people became worse and worse until someday, this person is simply gonna lose her humanity. humanity is something everyone was born with, a gift that only humans have. and we were given an option, either to accept it or reject it and become an animal. many people out there do not treasure it, and perhaps that is the reson why there is so much pain and sorrow in this world. the person i mentioned earlier was a good friend of mine, and she had hurt me alot, and the pain she caused me is going to leave an eternal scar on my life. you may think i hate her and really really want to kill her and damn her to the deepest pit in hell where she belongs but i tell you the truth, i dont hate her anymore. sure, i used to hate her and question even her very birth and existence on this planet, but then i realized that i too have hurt alot of people and i am really sorry for that and i hope that you will forgive me. and to the person, you know who you are, im sorry that you had so much pain and sorrow in your life. try smiling a little and the world won't be as bad as you once thought. believe me, i've tried it =)

Friday, October 30

Sure enough, my prediction came true. Rachel did strike, badly too.
Today was the big day! The goverment is lanching their latest program: Kem Membaca Satu Malaysia. How boring.
Went to school and the first thing i saw was that our little field, the one in front of the kindergaten was turned into a mudy parking lot. Why? Cuz who ever coming won't like seeing teacher's cars parked all over the place, or so they claimed. And i heard plenty of OMGs from other pupils.
We had our recess at 0730 hours this morning instead of the usual 1045 hours. And the supposed 'free breakfast' was disgusting. Yeah, really disgusting. Fried rice, a stale peice of chicken drumstick and a drink. I only drank the drink.
Later, we went to the auditorium to wait for the VVIPs to arrive. There was a women there who was showed us a couple of boring estories. Very boring. Those who are interested may check out their website: projectchild
Ater a very long while the VVIPs arrived. I contented myself to reading a book I borrowed from my classmate. It was pretty interesting. Here's a link: The Egypt Game Now i would just skip to the part when Rachel has her revenge.
It was just after the ceremony. I walked back to class and saw that my water bottle's lid is missing. Lucky me, i find it under my chair. Then i notice that my morgirl bag looks wet, and sure enough, it is. Cuz i locked it the water did not seep in. I also saw that the leather/plastic was quite wet. This kind of material dries pretty quickly, so it gave me the impression that it was wet juz a couple of minutes ago. And the floor under my bag was wet too, and it didn't look that it was wet that long ago.
My suspect: Rachel, duh. Who else could it be?
Then I turned arould and gave her an icy glare.
"Why are looking at me for?" She snapped
"Is it a crime to look at you?" I snapped back
That girl she would pay for this!
Later when I returned home I checked out wikipedia about Eygptian Gods. And I found alot of stuff. I had always been interested in ancient Eygpt ever sinc eI was a little kid. Kinda of like a hobby or obsession. Those who like it too may want to look at this: List of deities of Ancient Egypt i also printed it out for future reference. I too would love to play this Egypt Game with my friends, only thing is, they aren't interested at all. Sigh, poor me.

Thursday, October 29

New day, new stuff to learn. School wasn't as bad as i'm used to. Rachel stayed away today and didn't try any tricks. In fact, i was the one with "tricks".
Got into trouble today, in fact, i get into trouble everyday! it's kinda normal now. i was coming up the stairs to my classroom (it's on the 3rd floor and by the time you reach the top floor, you're out of breath and panting) when i heard a voice saying "soo, forgot to wear your PE uniform eh?" I turned around to fing Kimberly behind me with Zi Ni. I ignored her and went on climbing the stairs. "you sure are forgetful" was another cutting remark from Kimberly. I was like really mad. I can't really remember what i actually said but it was something like "so? is it any of your buisness?" by that time, i had reached the class and i walked in only to hear Kar Yann remark about me not remembering to wear my PE uniform.
i won't tell you any more about it except that Mdm Gan asked me about not wearing my PE uniform, I simply told her that i am sick and was not able to exercise, which was not a lie. i actually get morning sinus every now and then.
Later that day, when Rachel was nowhere to be seen, i picked up one of her books, inkheart, and started to read a little. Just then, Jin Yee came over and saw me looking at Rachel's book.
"Is that Rachel's book?" She asked.
"Yeah" I replied.
"She's won't even let me read this book you know."
"Of course she won't she never lets anyone touch her stuff, especially me"
Just then, Rachel appeared with her henchman Sher-Maine and started screaming at me.
"How dare you touch my brother's book!!! I'll tell him and he will kill you!"
I smirked and replied "Really? I was waiting to die for a long long time you know"
Then I added "And thanks for the free ticket to heaven!"
She looked really mad and started muttering treats about me to Sher-Maine. Oh well, who cares about a loser like her.
Just after recess, I was talking to Han Lin. Then I saw a pen on Han Lin's table. (Han Lin sits next to Rachel, which means I sit in front of her) I picked it up and looked at it. It was the kind of pen which has multiple clors in it and was kinda hard to find in ordinary stationary stores.
"Rebekah, put my pen down now!" came a shrill scream from Rachel (who else?)
"Oh, really? I don't see your name on it at all. Are you sure it is yours?"
Man, you should have seen her face when i said that. Phew, if looks could kill, I would be dead a hundred times by now, so will she.
So as you can see, i did have a lot of fun teasing Rachel today. I better watch out for her revenge tomorrow. She not the kind of person who will forgive and forget. Hahaha.

Wednesday, October 28

Today wasn't as bad as yesterday but it was bad enough. Arrived at school this morning and found Pei Hong sitting on my chair pouring over one of the million biodatas Rachel has. And later i found out that that particular book cost 20 over bucks. Juz how rich (and spoilt) can this girl get? Before teacher entered the class, me, Kar Yann and Jin Yee had a little chat about Yi Qi and Iva. I won't tell you readers what we actually said cuz Kar Yann wold kill me, yes kill me if she knew. And I'm not so ready to die now.
It was pretty uneventful today, juz what i wanted. Mdm Gan finished the last 2 chapters of our KT text book and then i read a book until recess. Juz before recess, Sher-Maine and Rachel got into another cat fight, and my, fur flew! They were pointing fingers at each other and accusing each other of all sorts of stuff. They fight everyday, get mad at each other, won't speak to each other for a fraction of an hour, and wadda you know, after a while they are friends again! What a joke! Oh, and I forgot to mention this: Juz after they fnnished their cat fight, Rachel stormed of to Ke Xin's place and showed her all the bruises and blah blah blah. And Sher-Maine did the same with Kimberly. Then Rachel and her henchman marched of somewhere, probably to Mdm Gan's office to file a lawsuit agaist Sher-Maine and hahaha! It's soo funny!!! How childish could they get?
During the computer period, (that's when we go down to the computer lab) the comp teacher got mad at us coz we won't listen to her and mess around with the comps and make her's hang. Then sh ordered all of us to switch of our comps and kept telling us how bad we were and so on...Very boring. Then i got into trouble, well not really trouble, for switching my comp on and off. But, oh well who cares? I dun.
Later it rained i was like stuck in school for such a long time waiting for my mom to pick me and my brother up. And I was soaked to the skin! Tell you, i was freezing!!! And the wind was strong enought to blow a house away!
When i got home, had a bath, did my chores and now i'm blogging.

Tuesday, October 27

I don't feel so negative anymore, it kinda boring after a while and it makes it quite hard to breathe. But it's not like I'm never gonna complain about life being stupid and not worth living anymore-I definately would, especially on days like these:
I go to a morning chinese school in Malaysia with a class freaky (or should I say evil?) enough to give you a heart attack. Just to survive there without blowing it takes nerves (and self-control) of steel. I am 12, and studying and fighting with these guys have changed me, both inside and out. So, for the sake of you readers, I'll describe what happend from A-Z.
Woke this morning finding out that my mom is taking me to school today and I was like argh!!! My dad usually takes us and my mum sleeps in till about 10am, so she's a person who sleeps in. And when she does take us to school, she's usually in an I'm-not-pleased-this-morning attitude...which can result in plenty of disagreements. Anyway, thank God, I arrived at school in one piece.
When I reached my classroom and was juz about to dump my bag on my chair when I noticed a huge, dirty, black footprint on my chair and I was like Rachel, you are soo dead!!! But instead of exploding I simply dragged my chair to the back of the room and exchanged it for a pretty clean one. Though I have no evidence to surpport me, I was positive it was her, I mean which person hates me enough to do such a thing? And who has such a huge foot? And Bata shoes? And it all points to her!
When my teacher entered the class, to my surprise, it was our science teacher, Mdm Choong. Usually, it is my class teaher, Mdm Gan is the one who takes the first few periods. Then Mdm Choong explained that Mdm Gan when to a meeting and would not be around for today, yay! Then, she told us that we are separated into 2 groups, A and B to go to some talk about some 1 Malysia membaca program. Unluckly, I landed up in Rachel's group, but thank God Sandra was there too. Sandra is my best friend in school, but at one time, she was just about my worst enemy.
When time came for us to got to the SK school, (there's where the talk was held) we went there and walked around for a while, and then i spotted this board where UPSR results were put up, not last years result, but this years! And wadda you know, A girl I know named Siew Lian got 1A out of 5As and I was like huh? Poor girl. And another Malay girl I know got 3As not that bad, at least not as bad as Siew Lian's. And later, I found out that they were only UPSR trial results. We had about 2-3 trials during the last 2 months, juz before UPSR. And i can't say i did well in them.
And the talk...was like okay, only that I was freezin my but in there! After the talk, Sher-Maine and Rachel had a little misunderstanding, again, i mean it happens everyday and they make up the next hour or so. And then went back to class and had Music Lesson, and then something bad happended, Sher-Maine's pencil case or pen case went missing and she, Rachel and Celine were searching for it everywhere, and when they chacked my bag, they DID NOT, yes I repeat DID NOT find it there. As if I would take it anyway. And only an hour later did she find it in the teacher's drawer. Plenty of stuff were hidden there in the past, you know. And i bet they (as in Rachel and maybe SHer-Maine) think I took Sher-Maine's pen case. Oh, well, why should i care? I wouldn't be seeing them next year when i go to SMK USJ 8. And it was raining gaters and dinos outside.
When I came home, I tidied up my room, had lunch and now I'm blogging, no ranting in my blog and later I'm gonna watch Transfomers ROTF, again, on the internet.